What a bad life???

There are people probably ask themselves this question - What a bad life? This could be because things are somehow gloomy on their ride.

Never give up life. Things might seem totally negative sometimes to a point of regretting why you are living. I did ask myself this "Why is it written this way?"...shouldn't ask that but we're just human rite.

Domestic problem, matrimonial, love affair problems, poverty, what you consider as tough rule and measures to implement are few xamples of what could make you distressed to a point of wanting to commit suicide. YES!!! I confess to you that I do have such intention too...

There are other several people suffering the same though they have brought their problems to the world for help and definitely get it.

I've learned this..Never suffer in silence because there could be someone, somewhere who could find your problem a simple thing to solve. Do not at anytime lose hope in life, salvage something from every setback. It is very true that the darkest our, is nearest the dawn.

Ask God to help you and seek guidance from those near you who you trust. Do not allow the problems you encounter be barriers in life but let them be hurdles to jump!

Thank you to my lovely friends who is there for me, lending their ears for me to confide, gave their shoulder for me to cry on...sincerely I'm greatful enough to have you around me when I'm at fall.

A moment of Thoughts

The night is rather gloomy & cold.
This thought just pass by like clouds...

"Life is like a box of chocolates. Every box has an expiry date.

I'm quite an average lady. What happens to the people around me
affects me a lot especially people I love.

The world is really not a fair place to be in & I know I'm freaking lucky
to be me. A true Aquarius perhaps.

Having great parents, warm brother & three beautiful babies.
They're the pillar of my LIFE!"

Weekend

Weekend is almost over.

I'd meals to the fullest, went for movie with my bro & doter (Photo). We watched Madagascar 2, it was hilarious....sounds like this "I love to move it, move it" haha...funny.

My very first visit to Fish & Co at AMK Hub. Nothing really fantastic about the place. Indulged ourselves with Premier Seafood Platter!! It was awesome...mavelicious..esp the prawn & mussels...wala! It goes well with some brew. Unfortunately I skip on that hehe.

I ate something new...durian pancake & it cost $1.50 each. It's filled with original durian paste from Four Season...hmmm...I just can't resist. I ate 3 of them, no doubt I'm fulled.

I'll definitely return for the durian pancake but not at AMK, it'll be at their Tiong Bahru Plaza outlet for upcoming weekend. Perhaps I shall head for my Italian feast, Pasta Fresca?. It has been a while since I had.

Gosh!

Confession

It's exactly 21:23hr & I received a sms frm a guy fren.

We meet thru networking channel, ever went for date, chat on the phone,
he's a nice guy to chat with...wat I can say is tat he's different in the sense he's brilliant.

He works in IT. I like him in a way that he has brain. Unlike those 'Mats' with
the 'heran tak heran' attitude...u know.

He'll be be out of town & will be back before Christmas. He ask me out
tonight but I kind of slack, first, the place is far & we could end up wee morning which I doubt
that I could wake up & be present to work.

He pleases me. It's weird. I started to ask him why he really insist me meeting him
as we could meet some other day either before he leave town or once he's back.

He replied " Cos it's been a while that I've seen you & I missed you. I had a whole lot of people talking to me but you're more wonderful than that. Hard to explain but its true."

Reading of that sms, I'm just stunned. Lost of words. He's putting me at a spot.

Anyway he'll be leaving town soon. I did mentioned to him that, maybe we could meet up cumin week & probably I'll send him off to airport. He yet to reply.

I'm really confused of his confession & I just wanna know exactly wats on his mind as it's making me nervous too.

I'm more comfortable hanging around with guy fren than gal & tats for sure.

Second deep thought, it's not a crush but just a friendly warm sense from a friend....whom he feels comfortable being with.

Phew!

Why??

Trust no one. Deceived everyone.
Thats how I feel at this point of time.

Too much hatred, too much pain being gained.

I just simply don't understand what is exactly happening around me...
Within my marriage...

Lust or Love? Betrayed or Loyal? That question me.
Beyond the age of being together with 3 beautiful gift from GOD & yet things happened.

Why??