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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Weekend


Weekend is almost over.

I'd meals to the fullest, went for movie with my bro & doter (Photo). We watched Madagascar 2, it was hilarious....sounds like this "I love to move it, move it" haha...funny.

My very first visit to Fish & Co at AMK Hub. Nothing really fantastic about the place. Indulged ourselves with Premier Seafood Platter!! It was awesome...mavelicious..esp the prawn & mussels...wala! It goes well with some brew. Unfortunately I skip on that hehe.

I ate something new...durian pancake & it cost $1.50 each. It's filled with original durian paste from Four Season...hmmm...I just can't resist. I ate 3 of them, no doubt I'm fulled.

I'll definitely return for the durian pancake but not at AMK, it'll be at their Tiong Bahru Plaza outlet for upcoming weekend. Perhaps I shall head for my Italian feast, Pasta Fresca?. It has been a while since I had.


Gosh!





Monday, November 24, 2008

Confession

It's exactly 21:23hr & I received a sms frm a guy fren.

We meet thru networking channel, ever went for date, chat on the phone,
he's a nice guy to chat with...wat I can say is tat he's different in the sense he's brilliant.

He works in IT. I like him in a way that he has brain. Unlike those 'Mats' with
the 'heran tak heran' attitude...u know.

He'll be be out of town & will be back before Christmas. He ask me out
tonight but I kind of slack, first, the place is far & we could end up wee morning which I doubt
that I could wake up & be present to work.

He pleases me. It's weird. I started to ask him why he really insist me meeting him
as we could meet some other day either before he leave town or once he's back.

He replied " Cos it's been a while that I've seen you & I missed you. I had a whole lot of people talking to me but you're more wonderful than that. Hard to explain but its true."

Reading of that sms, I'm just stunned. Lost of words. He's putting me at a spot.

Anyway he'll be leaving town soon. I did mentioned to him that, maybe we could meet up cumin week & probably I'll send him off to airport. He yet to reply.

I'm really confused of his confession & I just wanna know exactly wats on his mind as it's making me nervous too.

I'm more comfortable hanging around with guy fren than gal & tats for sure.

Second deep thought, it's not a crush but just a friendly warm sense from a friend....whom he feels comfortable being with.

Phew!

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Why??

Trust no one. Deceived everyone.
Thats how I feel at this point of time.

Too much hatred, too much pain being gained.

I just simply don't understand what is exactly happening around me...
Within my marriage...

Lust or Love? Betrayed or Loyal? That question me.
Beyond the age of being together with 3 beautiful gift from GOD & yet things happened.

Why??